Seaweed seventeen

I'm finally 17.

Thanks a dozen to all who wished me on msn, friendster, text messages and phone calls. Thanks for remembering, I love you all :D

Last night, I continued with a pessimistic outlook on everything, feeling all gloomy and dejected and yes, the world seemed to have fallen in my eyes (how strange but dope it) I'm going mad for no apparent reason and I finally figured out that there's something missing in my life resulting to such a negative response. Life has been prefectly fine but ... (aye i dont know la) today is indeed my birthday, and many around me are feeling all hyped up over it while I'm certainly not but whatever it is, happy birthday to myself and god, I do have many wishes that I hope you may grant.

Baybeats later along with three quarters of the clique and sigh, I'll be leaving my mom all alone at home. I feel guilty, extremely guilty. I hate myself and at times if only I could split myself into two, I definitely would (binary fission would be ideal)

Mom's sms: you always blame me for not being around to celebrate your birthday and now you are going out with your friends. anyway have fun and don't do a wild act kay ... and so on.

After reading mom's sms ... (the feeling is undeniably guilty) and its 100% true cause I made her rush home all the way from ching chong china just to celebrate my seaweed seventeenth birthday with me and my family (haha, i kinda suck uh)

Special note to sinyee,
thanks for everything my life long buddy. especially for coming down at midnight along with a cake and my birthday present. i love you la, you never fail to make my birthday a special one and although you may have to go through endless planning and troubles taken every year, the surprises just gets brilliantly better. thanks a hell lot LLB.

omg its so late already, i better get dress before i get nagged for being the last again. goodbye world.