Told you so

Do you know that ....
- I'm not popular as a student in school at all ?
- I easily let my teachers down ?
- I do nothing but often turn to pissing teachers off real easily ? ( Yes, I did it without knowing)

Every student's favourite line, this teacher, that teacher is bias and she's always picking on me. But to a point I'm proud to say, there are only a handful of teachers who really dislike me being around while the rest remain fine. Do i really deserve any of their attention, certainly not. Erm, may be only towards a few and this only applies to the teachers whom I personally love quite a bit.

I do ill treat Ms Lim to an extent and I think I may have went overboard. Come to think, she really do treat me pretty well while I mistaken her care and concern and classified it under being a busybody and even resorted to ways to criticize her. On the other hand, I've been disregarding Ms Yip as my geog teacher and at times, I even started a bulletin with the other students on how much Ms Yip suck as a teacher. As far as I'm concerned, I think Its really time I learn to calm myself down. I never thought of how much hurt I could have caused. Spiritually, they stood by my side believing that I've the potential to do well and its only up to myself if I really want this or not.

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Ms Yip thinks that I've matured, both in studies and in character. She said, Cheryn you do know that you can do it, looking at your mid year results i know you can. Its just up to you if you really want this or not and as long as you put in more effort in your work, I'm very sure you'll do very well for O's. Haha, I really wonder if its possible.

The feeling is terrible knowing that your teachers had always been by your side yet you disregarded it, I feel horrible, I really do.

Situation no. one, the teachers treat you so well unlike the other students while you totally ignore it. I must have been blessed with an ecstatic life.